Cheating

I'm officially a cheater
I tell him I love him
Then I ask someone else out
He tells me he would get a job for me
He would make it work and that he loves me
While I die inside cause I neglected him
Cause I cheated
I never cheated on anyone before and I never planned on
It was all my fault I could have said no and not flirt with him but I said I wanted it.
I'm a horrible person
Its eating me up inside
I cheated on the guy I love.
I'm such a bad person