Diamonds

I'm sad
Depressed
A big mess
Thinking of all the good memories
How you never made me feel lonely
Or second guess my feelings
I'm no good at goodbyes but this time I won't cry cause I lived the way I wanted to
I didn't feel sad
I love that you existed in my world
I love you
I'm no good at expressing my feelings either
But the way you made me feel made it hard not to smile with a real smile not a fake
I'm happy that I owned a piece of your heart
I'm feeling so much that its hard to express
I was scared to have our lips touch but when our lips did touch I wanted it to happen again
You are my rainbow on my rainy day
My lotus flower growing in depression
Thank you and goodbye