SUMMER

       I thought that the beginning of summer was going to be amazing. I was going to have fun and get to sleep well.......... I got to sleep and that's all I've been doing since its begun. Also taking care of my grandmother. She got surgery on her left hand for carpel tunnel and can't pick up anything wit her hand.
          Lately I've been feeling empty inside. It's been a long day. Its funny how when I finally get up the courage to type some thing I just cant seem to think of anything. So I've gotten myself a new boyfriend, yeah and how I broke up with the last one wasn't the best and I kind of regret doing it. Not because of my feelings that I regret it but how I did it. So my ex boyfriends name was Trey. So let me tell you a little about me and Trey's relationship. Trey and I didn't start out friends that talked a lot before we started. I barely talked to the guy but we sat at the same table at lunch at school, and a few times he let me wear his jacket when I was cold. So he started talking to me on Kik through a group chat. Then he suddenly asked me out the day before spring break started. So I said yes.......and so our relationship began. I didn't say yes to him because I liked him oh hell no. I go out with guys just for the hell of it, especially when I'm bored. So me and Trey almost went out for 2 months but I broke up wit him twice. The first time I just couldn't take it no more but then got back together wit him out of pity and awkwardness. Then the second time I just couldn't keep playing wit his emotions nor wasting my time when I liked someone else.
            So about the boy that I liked while with Trey. Lets just call him Dean. So I worked on a project with Dean in reading class and that's when I started liking him. He just was so sweet and nice and seem so innocent (I don't know how but yeah). Then towards the end of the school year we sat next to each other and he was just giving me all the things Trey wasn't. I am not a cheater and I didn't tell Dean that I liked him till after I broke up with Trey. He told me he liked me 3 days before the last day of school. I now go out with him and he is just amazing. I haven't liked a guy like this in a long time, More Like A Year. He makes me so fucking happy. And when he kisses my neck I feel like I've died and gone to heaven. Now I sound like a horny teenage girl. I'm not as old as most of you might think. AND YES IF ANY OF YOU WHERE WONDERING I AM STILL A VIRGIN NOT LOSSING IT FOR A WHILE!!!!
          Well that was my summer so far.