Is This Really Me

Is this really me ? I made some one I don't even know marked down in side my brain as an enemy . Just because I let one of my silly emotion take over my head . This emotion is called jealousy . How could I do that ,that's not me I usually think in terms of the situation to find the best way to get though it . But then this emotion , no this feeling for some one took over my mind . Am I turning into some one that I do not know of or is it that it was just in that situation . Now I'm scared I don't want to turn into one of those people who thinks only out of emotions . I want to be some one who thinks rational and reasonable of things not a stupid living being who let their stupidity and emotions get the best of them . Am I really that pathetic . Well I did know that one day I would have this feeling about some one and do something stupid . Good thing I didn't take action with these feelings of jealousy of mine . I will always want the best for that person but I see now that I'm not worthy of having him as a friend . Well bye!