That Guy

I finally got a boy that I like . And he asked me out . But in the corniest way ever . He asked me to be his girlfriend on a note that we kept passing around in class . But the weirdest part was when we were in the hallway he started acting super shy and like he was embarrassed . So I said yes at lunch now I think we're girlfriend and boyfriend . The reason I think is because he didn't tell anyone about it so I guess that's it . Well Bye!!

That Smell

I keep on smelling this familiar scent .  It smells like the scent of spring . Maybe it's my future that I smell .

Your Feelings

I can't except your feelings that you don't have for me . You say you love me but I know that it's not true . I see right through your little joke . It's all fun in games in till I crush you and stomp your fake love and you into the ground . And even if it's not just some stupid joke for your amusement I do not like you to put it bluntly . I can not hate you for this but I can not except this annoyance to keep accruing in my life just for you can get a good laugh at it . So monkey-ears you just have been rejected . Deal with it like a man and leave me alone . I use to keep these kind of things going until my questions on what would happen if I did something where answered . But that was the old me the me I do not want to be . So how I answered his confession was with a mature message and a sincere apology . I think I did an excellent job this time . I'm not quit sure what he will reply back to my message but I hope it ends it all . Well Bye And Good Luck To You In Solving Your Life Problems Too !!!

Crying Over Nothing

I can't cry I have too much pride and dignity too . I feel like I want to cry but I don't know why I should cry . I guess I just want to cry . I'm still confused about my own feelings on the situations
that I'm in right now . Bye !

My Mother

My mother and I you could say not on speaking levels I see her but not very often . We causally exchange words but not a lot . I don't live with my mother . I live with my father . People constantly bring her up . I just want to leave her alone and stay away . I don't care about her at all but she's the only way I can see my sisters . That might be harsh but if she didn't return your phone calls and you call everyday . Her excuse for you not being able to see her or come over is she has something more important to do . On birthdays and holidays she got you nothing . If I didn't come over to house a week after she got it she would give it to my younger sister . She wouldn't talk nor listen to me if I asked a question . The only thing I regret doing to my mom is sending her those letters . You'll find out about those letters later but a year ago I sent her 3 of them . Well Bye!!!

Politness

I'm trying to be very polite towards  people for they don't think I don't have any manners . What I mean is like when I answer then telephone  instead of picking it up I answer and properly answer . And if I can not achieve this then I failed myself as a person . The things I do is something a idiot would do . Also saying thank you and your welcome , when some one sneezes say bless you instead of nothing or blesh you . Blesh is not even a word so why do they not say it properly .
      Some Facts About It : Well "Bless You" came from Pope Gregory the Great in the sixth century during the plague because sneezing is a sign of the plague so that's how bless you came to be .
  Well Bye !

Rest In Peace

Well my dream turned out to be true . Just change the place and characters . What happened in my dream was that someone died that was close to me . I told them all but they just didn't listen to me . They said it was just a dream and I shouldn't worry about it . The weird thing is that I had this dream exactly a week before on Sunday . I'm not sure if it was just a coincidence but the present and the same silence was there .

      To: Pablo
I hope you had a good life . I hope you see and spend forever in happiness . I will always love you even through I can't see you . Rest in peace .
       
             Well Bye !