Michael Jr

I know I don't know you but you gave me hope and I'm very thankful . You probably don't know me . I hope you have a wonderful life and many of your dreams come true . Clueless again and still wishing I knew . Bye!

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I think it's time for me to break up with him . I thought a lot about it and.....
I know I won't have that special some one and I'm not doing this because I dont like him I'm doing it because he doesn't talk to me . And it seems like he just doesn't like me I throught if I tried to let him see the real me he could like ms but he didn't so I'm the one who's gonna end it all !!!!! I feel actually happy for myself . Well Bye.

The Same Me

I know in the future I'll be different in many ways but it'll still be the same me I might look different but that won't matter . I might like different things but I know that I won't regret any of my past because I did it . I won :)

Now

I want to be alone to deal with these emotions that I'm haveing . I'm scared that one day I'll wake up and everything will just start falling to pieces before me . I dont want to be this way . If I have to be alone to rebuild these walls I took so long to build then so be it . Maybe in reality I'm the one who's going to fall to pieces . Then what after that ?

My little sister

     She was always my little sister . I could never hurt her . We didn't grow up in the same house . But we were still family .
I didn't live the same lifestyle as her . She was a stanger to me . A person that was unknown to me . But that didn't stop me from trying to be her big sister or even her sister .
     I was just trying to be her sister and didn't think about trying to be a friend . And what she needed was a friend . I always regreted not trying harder to see her . Well now I'm trying to be in all of my family's lives not just that relative that they never knew .

I Am

I think I'm actually falling for him . I'm starting to like him more and more . I didn't expect this to happen . I just wanted him by me not in my my mind all the time . Well Bye ! :-)

?

The thing I wished for the most actually happened so why aren't I happy . For once sonething I want happens but I too maf and agitated to appreciate it . All I do is reget every little thing I do . I should be happy but I'm not . I guess that's just my humanity showing . Everything is greedy and don't appreciate crap . But I wanted to be different not like everything . I just need to stop over thinking everything and regretting . BYE :(