Its midnight
I've been trying to get you off my mind
But the thing is
I hate that I think bout you all the time
Its late at night I'm frustrated
Why can't I seem to leave those thoughts behind
I hate sleep cause all I can see is you
Please let me be free
Its midnight and I don't know what to do
Why did it have to be you
Only you cross my mind
I might be hypnotized
Its midnight the loneliest time
I feel that this life that I'm living is just a dream. I want to wake up sometimes. If this is a dream then someone wake me up.
Right now im in the bathroom. Im super mad. The reason Im mad is because my step sister kept on having an attitude with me over a charger so I flipped out on her I told her she was a "b*tch" for it and I told her "f*ck you" I screamed it to. She disrespected me so I told her off. She was on the with her friend at 12:15 am getting smart. Her friend was right next to the charger. And all she had to do was freakin move, but she liked where she was at so she didn't move. But where she wabted the extension chord. That I was using like she deserved to be called a b*tch she could switch freakin spots with her friend like are you serious. And to make things worst her friend was getting smart with me before when I was nice as hell. Like are you kidding me. I'm super mad right now. And my step sister is lazy as f*ck like she couldn't put something on a plate and then put it in the microwave. But she can get smart and ask for money like really. Well bye.
To much stuff is happening and I wanna just hide in my closet. I really wanted to see him today. But of course he was absent. Today of all the days he would get sick. Like what! I wish I coild have saw him. Today was my last day too. What the crap. Like does god hate me or something.
How will I know that I'll be happy. It was your decision not mine. I was happy before.
How will I know that I'll see you again.
How will I know that I won't miss you.
How will I know that someone will catch me if I shall fall.
How will I know that happiness will come again.
How do I know that you miss me or that you won't replace me.
I got him, the guy I liked. Now I gotta leave him. Why cant I just be wit him. Even if its just hanging out. All I wanna do is stay. But its already too late, its over. Now what is there left for me. Why can't I stay.
