Love U

I love him. Even though he doesnt love me. I let french words determine my fate. I wasn't sure if the words were "I love you" or "I hate you".He's a good person .He's true and I love to lie. To make it worse I told him on facebook that he was 15 steps ahead of me and that it's like he's just not even trying while I'm running for my life to catch up. I also said that he should jump off a cliff and he's in the sky and im scared to fly. His response to this is that if I want to catch up I should jump off a cliff (metaphorical) to fly. Then I said who's gonna catch me if I dont fly and he of corse had to saybi will and we'll start again. Why does he have to be so kind. I would love if I could hate him or for him to hate me but it just won't happen. I even ended up telling what happen on Christmas this year , and some very personal stuff that I just wont tell ti other people. I dont understand why i like him so much. Well I do know but I want to know to stop.

Never Should Have

         I never have started loving him. He was the only person I wasn't supposed to love but I ended up. I'm only 13 years old and I've fallen in love. Why did it have to be me? Why did it have to be him especially him?  He's just supposed to just be a friend but I love. I tried denying it but I can't lie to myself forever. I don't know if he likes me but I won't find out. Well Bye ???